World.

bonjour como sava?
hello world. everything seems to be moving so fast this year i can't quiet keep up. I can't quiet keep my priorities in order. Dance,family,friends. I have been spending way to much time with the wrong people... seriously need to get everything back into check. Focus more on school and dance and less on friends but keeping the right ones. to much drama around me that i am not involved in, and i feel like i need to let it all go a long with the people involved in it. Haven't blogged in a while! phewww. Goals for this month.
*Shoot more footage for c'est la vie
*Denver Mohh.
*cirque du soliel
* and work out new schedule for next semester.

Hypocrite.

Funny how the exact person i don't want to be is the exact person i am. I a prepared for the shit i am about to get because karma is a bitch and it will come back to me and when it does i deserve it. seriously if was the other person i would feel so hurt mad and betrayed. Thank god i know that isn't me and it was a horrible mistake and i put my self into that situation, so it is my fault. All i can do now is wait for everything to fall into place. Ugh guys have no emotions i swear lol they don't think twice when they do something but for a girl they will think about it for the next 3 yrs lol! it's redic. Ahhhhh NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER doing that again seriously making my self a promise.. i a literally disgusted in my self. !

Life. Love. && Insanity

What we learn in life is not to believe in fairy tales. Why not, why can't i have fairy tale ending just like cinderella? does everything have to be so complicated and complex. I've been inspired, inspired to make people believe in love again. Inspired to write, inspired to start living my life again :]. well what got me thinking was how in every relationship it's all about the me,my, & i's. wether the relationship is a friendship,marriage,bf & gf, everyone is always worrying about the small picture. Nothings wrong with fine tuning your own little portrait but think of the world as something bigger and great than your self your like a leaf in portrait in the forest. At least thats how i feel. I just want to know what it feels like to have to worry about more than my self as in love, not like friends or family. Is it so much to freaking ask to find a decent guy! Lord. Well this is my crazy rant for the night more tomorrow.
xoxo
i'm back

please

god please help me make it !