Friday, October 9, 2009
life update
October is a really bussy month! but its all worth it.. I hate not being able to drive.. its like going where you want is always determined by others? hurry up and be feburary already. I swear to god I will never be home... dance and school are my only focus I don give a shit about anything else.. except those select few people. so my mom. is being stupid and talking about moving houses? which I definately don't want to ... the only reason she wants to move is to acomodate others.. and her and my dad will stuff more people into our house..but of course she is going to make that bull shit promise "its only gonna be me and my children". if your gonna make a promise actually keep it... dance is going good:) I feel progress.. finally I am contemplating trying out for the illmatics.. I really want to. life is just okay at the moment could always always be better.
I like how my mom...
thinks she knows everything... seriously can't wait to move out... far far away. I'm really not going to miss anyone because the one person I actually care about is coming with me.. its gonna be such a relief getting away from my family!! gosh my mom is saying all this bull shit like when you grow up so and so Is gonna live with you HELL NO... no one is ever ever ever going to live with me. for a long time besides my love...i hate how parents try to plan your future...end of senior I'm out...can't stand my family can't Arizona... theres a select few people I love and I love my dance life! :)
Saturday, October 3, 2009
It leaves me breathe less...
Dance..
To others it's a form of entertainment for me it's the other half of my soul, the other part of me....
it is what makes me, me i ask my self where would i be if i didn't have it..
Dancing is one of the only things that can make me feel on top of the world and bring me directly to tears...
What sets me apart from the rest of the world chasing the same dream?
I ask my self that everyday... i honestly have no answer to that question...
But, me i am going all the way... brick wall after brick wall they will all come down.
every struggle every step i am getting stronger..
I weep at the people that have so much talent but think it's to hard to go dream chasing i say.
Fuck you... nothing to hard to accomplish nothing, i am starting to believe that fraze if you set your mind to it you can achieve it becomes more and more true to me every day....
Dancing is the only safe place for me the only thing i know will always be there. I thank god for giving me this gift, and strength the try and take it to the next level...
But my one prayer is i hope i make it...
--Irene
To others it's a form of entertainment for me it's the other half of my soul, the other part of me....
it is what makes me, me i ask my self where would i be if i didn't have it..
Dancing is one of the only things that can make me feel on top of the world and bring me directly to tears...
What sets me apart from the rest of the world chasing the same dream?
I ask my self that everyday... i honestly have no answer to that question...
But, me i am going all the way... brick wall after brick wall they will all come down.
every struggle every step i am getting stronger..
I weep at the people that have so much talent but think it's to hard to go dream chasing i say.
Fuck you... nothing to hard to accomplish nothing, i am starting to believe that fraze if you set your mind to it you can achieve it becomes more and more true to me every day....
Dancing is the only safe place for me the only thing i know will always be there. I thank god for giving me this gift, and strength the try and take it to the next level...
But my one prayer is i hope i make it...
--Irene
Love is confusing...
just a poem...
Love....Love....
a word so beautiful, that causes so much pain...
love is giving someone enough power to break you down and destroy you,
on the other hand it's giving some a passage directly into your soul, to alter your life for the better.
Love... a confusing word.. means so many different things...
My definition of love is:
Giving a part of your heart to someone and trusting them not rip it from end to end. Love is knowing that when your alone and feel like the world has turned on you, your love is standing right by your side facing the same direction, love is giving a piece of soul away when it's gone theirs always going to be that empty feeling... Love is sacrifice, being self less...
Love is one soul, one heart and two bodies.
--IRENE
Love....Love....
a word so beautiful, that causes so much pain...
love is giving someone enough power to break you down and destroy you,
on the other hand it's giving some a passage directly into your soul, to alter your life for the better.
Love... a confusing word.. means so many different things...
My definition of love is:
Giving a part of your heart to someone and trusting them not rip it from end to end. Love is knowing that when your alone and feel like the world has turned on you, your love is standing right by your side facing the same direction, love is giving a piece of soul away when it's gone theirs always going to be that empty feeling... Love is sacrifice, being self less...
Love is one soul, one heart and two bodies.
--IRENE
Life
whats holding me back....
why can't i be better....
I want so much, and i know i can do so much i just feel like my environment limits me. Can't wait to be on my own haha. So many great things are going to happen this year i can already feel it. School is going good for once i finally have understand teachers me and i can relate to the them better. Last year honestly sucked the only teacher i liked was Mr.cassidy :]... But anyways i started at classic image so far i love it everyone is cool. I wish i could take more classes i feel like i could be doing so much more, than what i am going right now. As for love, let it come over me like a blanket and sweep me away, or has it already ;]. this year i am going to be bold try things i've never tried before, attempt things that i could have never done in my normal mind. I want to try and actually live my life. Well i have a little more freedom from my parents now so that makes me happy.
why can't i be better....
I want so much, and i know i can do so much i just feel like my environment limits me. Can't wait to be on my own haha. So many great things are going to happen this year i can already feel it. School is going good for once i finally have understand teachers me and i can relate to the them better. Last year honestly sucked the only teacher i liked was Mr.cassidy :]... But anyways i started at classic image so far i love it everyone is cool. I wish i could take more classes i feel like i could be doing so much more, than what i am going right now. As for love, let it come over me like a blanket and sweep me away, or has it already ;]. this year i am going to be bold try things i've never tried before, attempt things that i could have never done in my normal mind. I want to try and actually live my life. Well i have a little more freedom from my parents now so that makes me happy.
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