So whats new about irene

Well for starters i finally realized it doesn't matter what people think =]. Like seriously i realized i had so many distractions in my life and now it feels sort of like it right back on track but not quite
[ i'm not in dance yet] thats my current annoyance of the moment but it is all good. Hopefully i can make the rest of this summer good i am really hoping to go to NYC but idk yet. School is going to start i get driiivvee this yr so excited. Also i am not going to play on any school sports teams it is so not worth it? and why force my self to do something that i don't like doing, just to please other people. But i am taking dance this yr i am going to try and get into a lot more classes because i really want to persue a career i know it's hard but i will fight for it. I will be attending the beyonce concert as always :] that is going to be a blast. i am just trying to make this summer the best it can be, it started out horrible but now it's getting better. I am saving up thee money for back to school shopping i don feel i should make my parents pay for that ? I want to go to a bomb party this summer [brodies] haha. I am excited for that and i can't wait to go. Well this summer is going to get better i hope.....

PEREZ HILTON

Does he annoy the living hell out of you or what? like seriously i cannot stand him it's people like him who intern kill celebrities. They keep belittling them till they finally crumble. then there the first ones to write oh he was a good man? shut up with that bull crap... i hope Will i am punches perez hilton in the face again cause he does deserve it. He says people have no right to be mean people have no write to say mean things. His career is built up on condemning celebrities like seriously he needs to get a life and stop ruining other peoples. The reason i am bring up perez hilton is because of what he said about michael and i do not appreciate it one bit. Like shut up and get a life perez and stop ruining other people. I am glad pete wentz told you off.

Michael Jackson

Wow michael is really gone?.. i was in a state of shock. Michael jackson paved the way for so many celebrities. Honestly he was the last living legend to me, the rest of music is down hill from here [ some one step their game up] give us the next era's james brown and michael jackson. Michael jackson is who inspired me to dance. From a young age i would imitate what michael did watching the videos with the family seeing who could do the best moon walk. :D But it is just the american way they build someone up and intern they have to break them down. It a shame how the same people who condemned michael jackson are the same ones that are crying. But no one will ever surpass michael jackson honestly there was no one better and there never will be. Michael jackson is a true pioneer in music. He had a great influence on the dance style i love popping. Michael has to be one of the sickest poppers this generation. Michael can finally get the much needed rest he deserves. He is making music for god and they angels now. Michael jackson is what makes me want to dance like he is the one that made me fall in love with dance. I obsesses over michael videos trying to study moves etc. He is what inspires me to be great i love you michael jackson you are my true hero REST IN PEACE [pop in peace]

Where it all began....

people always ask me how did you get into hip hop? Well story time. So one day at school they handed out these orange/yellow fliers they where for young champions of America. I thought to my self its gonna be the same ol things! Haha from 3rd grad to like late 4th I took baton twirling with ycoa.. Anyways I looked at the bottom of the flier and it said hip hop I was like hmm seems intresting, so that same night my dad drove me to mirada to sign up for hip hop. I was so excited haha I even wore my cute little nikes ;) this was in 5th grade!my class in structor was laura holt aka LV. She taught me the fundamentals of hip hop, she taught me ALL the basics! My first top rock, my first six step, my first baby freeze, my first chair freeze, and about hip hop culture and hip hop fashion. Our uniform was the bright ycoa orange shirt that just says hip hop and we wore that with black cargo pants and black sneakers. Haha we looked pretty fly ;). Anyways ycoa was the first place I ever danced seriously.. I gained a lot of confidence from going to ycoa it was cool becuase eveyone had their own induviaul style and attitude it taught me to be different! Ycoa hip hop forever in my heart! <3 if I didn't join the ycoa program and meet laura I don think I would hip hop as much as I do. Thnxs for introducing me to the game :)

It is getting better

things are getting so much better now! :D everything my attitude has improved so much and I going to work hard to keep it that way! Well soon I hope I can start dance again in full swing this yr has been crazy and I will have more time for my passion now that I am quiting track. Well I hopeto be at a new studio very soon meet new people. Improve my overall technique in other dance styles other than hip hop haha. I wanna fall in love with other dance styles. But hip hop is my heart n soul no matter what haha. But anyways today was a good day I start summer school on Monday ugh! Xoxo iroc

bollywood amazing

good way to start off new season

Inspiration

Phillip Chbeeb is my obsession

I'm a Diva..

Love that song :D. Anyways i feel so much better now. Talked to my mom today and hung out with her some very much needed therapy. I feel like the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders now i need to get back to work. start dancing seriously! plan a camping trip for the friends and plan to go to NYC. I feel like my life is on track right now and it's gonna stay that way. I start wack summer school on monday but you know me it's gonna be a breeze then i am out.
xoxo Irene

Exploring new religions

very opened minded going to venture away from being catholic for awhile. I am going to look in to scientology aka the church of science and buddishm.. Sounds crazy but I feel like the catholic church doesnt have all the answers.... Let's see how it is going to go I will update. Xoxo.... Irene

Killing me softly....

I miss dance so much It is crazyand think thats why I feel so alone! I haven't been to class in so long it sort of fills up the empty holes in my heart and makes me feel complete . I miss hip hop soooooo much you don't even know. Damn now that I think about it, it has been a good 5 or for months since I have been in a studio. God I miss it. Can't wait to go back :/ I really hope i can go to NYC it'll kill me if I can't go. Xoxo...irene :-/

All falls down...

I feel like its all falling down slowly. I can't even describe everyday things just seem to get worst, it is like I 2 steps and ten backwards I feel like I am going no where. I need a sign something to tell me everything is going to be all right. Its like the girl who never stop trying finally gave up I done think I am the same person. I feel so weak now :/ like strong on the outside cripled on the inside....but there is one person I can trust...like before I though I nada few now I am realizing I only have one :(, I wanna go far far away and never look back I really hope things get. Better for me especially at home things are so bad... Ugh god. Prove you are real? Xoxo irene.....-.-

Seems like..

Nothing in life is going to way i want it to go. Everyday it seems like new problems arise. I feel like i am never resolved? like i am not going anywhere and the world around is just like zooming by. Idk what is left for me to do, i feel like i owe the world something. It is the strangest feeling. I just want to be dropped on a remote island and chill there for awhile just me alone and think. Hopefully i can go to NYC this yr all by my self ugh. There are so many things eating me up right now :/. I wish my parents would stop comparing me to people, they are always like ohh look your cousin is going to havard blahh blahh blahh. It is so annoying, wow they are really going to hate when i tell them i want to become a professional dancer :P.
i feel alone.
xoxo
iROC

Inspiration

Love phillip chbeeb & Andrew Baternia

GOALS FOR SOPHMORE YR.

Dance more.
Join a new cru
make new friends
get a car - 4 door mini suv.
dance at classic image
make corona del sol dance company or jr.
be more loving.
have a better relationship with my mom
TRAVEL more.
go out more.
go camping.
visit los angeles.
go to nyc
get more sneakers.
have a better relationship with my dad.
not judge people before i know them.
avoid gossip

learn about a new religion.
practice the art of zen.
meditate
do real yoga
start working out at a gym
get a job!- not working for my parents.
get all A's and maybe one b :]
concentrate in school more!
not get in any trouble what so ever
not talk back to people.
give 110% in everything!
get a new phone/ switch networks
goo to more parties
attend every school dance.
go on a family vacation with just MY FAMILY: grace, mum, dad, and kevin.
buy panda a dog house

why i am quitting track..

I feel like track is holding me back from so much, i only have one life to live and i want to live it the way i chose. Like i love the sport it just not me i don't like the competitive environment. Like when i am on the track i don't feel like i am doing it for me. I feel like i have to voice. i do it to make other people happy and it's not good to do things like that, dance is my passion and i want to take it more seriously. So i am DONE with track.
xoxo
iROC