All falls down...

I feel like its all falling down slowly. I can't even describe everyday things just seem to get worst, it is like I 2 steps and ten backwards I feel like I am going no where. I need a sign something to tell me everything is going to be all right. Its like the girl who never stop trying finally gave up I done think I am the same person. I feel so weak now :/ like strong on the outside cripled on the inside....but there is one person I can trust...like before I though I nada few now I am realizing I only have one :(, I wanna go far far away and never look back I really hope things get. Better for me especially at home things are so bad... Ugh god. Prove you are real? Xoxo irene.....-.-