life

haven't posted a blog in a long time so basically I am not where I want to be right now I feel like I can be doing so much more but my enviroment limits me. i really wanna start focusing on my future but its really hard to do that. I have so many things and people I don't need in my life right now. its hard for me to fix and deal with my own problems when I constantly have to deal with everyone elses it very annoying. people say your a "kid" you have no problems you have everything in this world you want you can have everything but still feel empty thats like basically what I am feeling. dance dance dance I swear to god that its the only reason I chose to wake up and I chose to be breathe everyday well not the only reason hahaha. I am glad I started at classic image I love all those girls & boys they are Amazing dancers some of the most talented people I've worked with they. so excited to work with senior company they are all so dope...well I am going to strive for the immpossible and make it possible I am going to dance professionally. just watch me . this yr is gonna be crazy I can already tell I am super excited. I am going to try and get into more classes well ta ta for now

Support love

For starts i'm a straight but not ignorant. Why can't people just accept someone for who they are?

if they love a man or a woman does it make them any less of a human they still have feelings. thats it SUPPORT LOVE. i support my friends! coexist

New studio

Classic image dance. I love it so far it's an awesome studio everyone is so nice the classes are amazing i've seen improvement in my self within the last week. I'm venturing out of hip hop and taking a lot of other classes. [still sticking to my roots though, popper for liffeee].. So far i've done: salsa,bollywood,jazz,contemporary,lyrical...etc. It's amazing and it's a gonna be a plus for me later in life when i am persueing my dream even more because i will have trainig in a lot of other things. I love the studio it is very pretty everyone is so good at what they do, the envoirment is a really nice family envoirment it's close to home so not to far. I auditioned for jazz that was extremely challenging but that showed me i have stuff to work on and can be at a high level. I am auditioning for hip hop company [ no suprise there sticking to my roots ]. hip hop will remain my main style of dance. focusing a lot more on popping cause i have it in me lol :P.. and breaking will be secondary followed by everything else. Classic is a bomb studio it is so diverse!

Mom...

I feel like my mom has so much on her shoulders. She is taking care of too many people and so many people are taking advantage of her. She has high blood and hypertension cause she is always so worried about people pleasing people helping them out. I just wish people could understand that she is MY mom the sounds selfish but i want her to live a long life. She has so many burdens, people want this people want that. Have they ever once thought maybe she Can't help me this time maybe i need to help my self. It's kind of drives me crazy me and my siblings have never had our mother to our selves for ONCE in our lives their is always people coming in and out of lives. taking this getting that. Our has never contained just our family we always have someone their. It's been like that my entire life and i should be use to it by now but i'm not? it kind of scares me to see the things my mom goes to people calling her from coast coast saying give me this give me that. sometimes i feel like telling them no for her. She wants to say it but it's as if she can't? in her eyes i can see it. I miss the good ol' days i say that like there was good ol' days. pray for my mom.

I want it so bad.

so many people chasing after the same dream! i think to my self what makes me unique everyone wants it just as bad! i love this feeling it makes me want to work harder cause i know i can be better. There is no such this as being the best, atleast thats what i believe :]. I'm gonna try my hardest so many things i want to improve on in life right now: Dance & attitude. Very important to me i am glad things are starting up again. school dance etc. I want to be so much more than my self i have so many ideas so many plans i just need a canvas to put them on? it feels good to have a blog a place where you can say whatevery you want without people judging you. People say my dream is impossible people say it's not realistic. I don't want to step out of my fantasy i love it. It is me i think my dream is possible and it will happen because I AM HUNGRY for it. seriously i am so motivated at this point in life everything is exactly the way i want it.. well lets not go that. [ not everything is the exact way i want it ]. I need some time alone like a week or two on a beach just to sit and think reflex on life!

Chris Angel Believe Cirque du soleil