I feel like my mom has so much on her shoulders. She is taking care of too many people and so many people are taking advantage of her. She has high blood and hypertension cause she is always so worried about people pleasing people helping them out. I just wish people could understand that she is MY mom the sounds selfish but i want her to live a long life. She has so many burdens, people want this people want that. Have they ever once thought maybe she Can't help me this time maybe i need to help my self. It's kind of drives me crazy me and my siblings have never had our mother to our selves for ONCE in our lives their is always people coming in and out of lives. taking this getting that. Our has never contained just our family we always have someone their. It's been like that my entire life and i should be use to it by now but i'm not? it kind of scares me to see the things my mom goes to people calling her from coast coast saying give me this give me that. sometimes i feel like telling them no for her. She wants to say it but it's as if she can't? in her eyes i can see it. I miss the good ol' days i say that like there was good ol' days. pray for my mom.
You sooo deserve to feel the way you do. Because I feel entirely the same way with my mom.Its always too many people wanting something when in reality there is only one of her. But in the end you just have to realize that her life doesn't belong to her kids it belongs to her family , for a time I used to be so angry at people , but once I realized that, it felt like I could only appreciate the amount of attention she could give to me and be satisfied with it. :)
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