Discouraged

i honestly feel like giving up.. ugh i wish i was better than my self.. i wish so many things could happen. i feel like i am slipping further and further away from my dream. It was like last yr it was right there i was on point, this yr i am in a better environment a more challenging place with amazing people. I feel 'lesser' when i am with them. but then again i love it cause it motivates me to do better. Intimidated is what a feel. I wish i was more outgoing and confident. It's like when i feel like i don't have something i can't do it full out or i am scared too.. idk but motivation i guess i have to work harder... okay not guess I WILL work harder. i love the people that surround me in my dance life...ugh i wish.. i wish... i wish... i wish...